I never let any relationship get deep to me
But I plant one deep inside me
As they’re me...
Though I know that they gonna leave me...
I hardly trust one
And I pray that they should never understand me
Coz I love the pain of being abandoned
Dark after dark never show the difference
I go to the light... Brightest
Then I smash everything to feel the darkest dark
I lay on one shoulder
I rest on only one nest
I shut all the doors around
I set fire n wander like abandoned child
I love the pain...
It’s not the curse I walk alone
I love to walk like an orphan
As who cares
I run with my own legit
I never want anyone to get me rid out of it
I walk into it again n again
I create complication
I put myself in suffocation
I see myself suffering
I drown in my tears... Bleed... suffer
I never get upset...
If you see me dead
Then believe me I’m not the victim
I’d be the killer
But it never could be suicide
I’d have tested something...