Saturday, July 20, 2013

I can't be goob :P

It’s me...
I never let any relationship get deep to me
But I plant one deep inside me
As they’re me...
Though I know that they gonna leave me...
I hardly trust one
And I pray that they should never understand me
Coz I love the pain of being abandoned
Dark after dark never show the difference
I go to the light... Brightest
Then I smash everything to feel the darkest dark
I lay on one shoulder
I rest on only one nest
I shut all the doors around
I set fire n wander like abandoned child
I love the pain...
It’s not the curse I walk alone
I love to walk like an orphan
As who cares
I run with my own legit
I never want anyone to get me rid out of it
I walk into it again n again
It’s me..
I create complication
I put myself in suffocation
I see myself suffering
I drown in my tears... Bleed... suffer
I never get upset...
If you see me dead
Then believe me I’m not the victim
I’d be the killer
But it never could be suicide
I’d have tested something...

It’s me

Thursday, July 18, 2013


I cry
They may say that I’m missing beautiful life
I go mad
They may worry
I cry, I worry, I go mad but I know...
That I’m crying,
I’m worrying
I'm mad
There is hell of happiness in every corner of my cry
Though they try nobody can reach it
Don't pry in my life
This is my life!
After every whack I still stand
Don’t pretend my feelings
I never mind if you’re not understand
Though my sky s falling down I build it again
I’m not guzzler but hustler
This is my life!
They see me by being in their life
All the time I’m not standing with knife
I may be wounded but...
I hound my dreams, still it’s in my eyes
I shattered at times
But I’m not broken
So soon I can’t be better after bettered
I’m not shy n can’t sly
If I feel I’ll cry