I can't be goob :P

It’s me...

I never let any relationship get deep to me

But I plant one deep inside me

As they’re me...

Though I know that they gonna leave me...

I hardly trust one

And I pray that they should never understand me

Coz I love the pain of being abandoned

Dark after dark never show the difference

I go to the light... Brightest

Then I smash everything to feel the darkest dark

I lay on one shoulder

I rest on only one nest

I shut all the doors around

I set fire n wander like abandoned child

I love the pain...

It’s not the curse I walk alone

I love to walk like an orphan

As who cares

I run with my own legit

I never want anyone to get me rid out of it

I walk into it again n again

It’s me..

I create complication

I put myself in suffocation

I see myself suffering

I drown in my tears... Bleed... suffer

I never get upset...

If you see me dead

Then believe me I’m not the victim

I’d be the killer

But it never could be suicide

I’d have tested something...

It’s me

THIS IS MY LIFE!

Remember...
I cry

They may say that I’m missing beautiful life

I go mad

They may worry

I cry, I worry, I go mad but I know...

That I’m crying,

I’m worrying

I'm mad

There is hell of happiness in every corner of my cry

Though they try nobody can reach it

Don't pry in my life

This is my life!

After every whack I still stand

Don’t pretend my feelings

I never mind if you’re not understand

Though my sky s falling down I build it again

I’m not guzzler but hustler

This is my life!

They see me by being in their life

All the time I’m not standing with knife

I may be wounded but...

I hound my dreams, still it’s in my eyes

I shattered at times

But I’m not broken

So soon I can’t be better after bettered

I’m not shy n can’t sly

If I feel I’ll cry

HAPPILY ...

THIS IS MY LIFE!